Number Six

Yes, this is the sixth attempt I've made towards an actual blog. I've been on Caleida (2), Xanga (2) and Tumblr (1). The blogs were all somewhat successful, though obviously not entirely. Why else would I be here?
I want to be able to write exactly what I want, when I want. I can't edit my thoughts in my head, so why should I edit them on here? The truth is that people I knew were able to read all those other blogs and so I was forced to edit my feelings. Well, not here.
My life is mundane and pointless. I feel as though I'm living the same day over and over again. School, friends, family, television, music, church, friends, school, television, music, television, school, music. Oops, I forgot food, but that's probably a given. I want to get past all of this and live life. I want to visit new places and meet new people, preferable some decent men. I want to accomplish something. I want to finish my novel. I want to fall in love again. I want to not regret the decisions I make. I want to change who I am. I want to pretend I don't know any better and do what I please.

Suddenly, and please don't ask why, I got inspired to make this blog something important. It can't just be full of my ramblings, or else it'll just turn into my Calumbranga. I'm not sure what I'm going to write about. It will take some thought, but eventually I will think of something...eventually. Stay tuned, avid readers. Or well, the ones destined to come.